Just another bummer.

The last two years I have felt like my life has been a series of unfortunate events.  One right after the other.  I am tired of it.  I try really hard to stay positive but even just the little bad things are getting to me.  I don't want to deal with it anymore.  Why can't things just go smooth and work out?  I feel like so many spoiled, undeserving people get things handed to them, while people like me get stuck struggling.  I am angry and upset.  I am sorry for writing this, but it's just all bull shit.  I don't deserve this, but what can I do? I pray and hope and actively try, but things don't change.

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