Monday, August 27, 2012

Heavy on My Heart

It's been about 6 months since I last spoke to you.  It pains me, but you, you still don't see.  What are you so afraid of?  All of this is on you.  People ask me why I don't talk to you, you want to know why?  I don't talk to you because nothing good comes out of you.  I can not and will not associate myself with a "man" who neglects only one of his children.  What's wrong with you?!  What kind of a "father" are you?   Not mine, no not mine.  Did you know that she plays the guitar, piano and sings?  Did you ?  It's the one thing all three of us have in common that was handed down from your blood.  Why didn't you want to love her?  Why are you so fake?  Why do you pretend?  Are  you happy?  Is your wife the best thing to ever happen to you?  Does it feel nice to know you are a coward?

I don't understand how the one person who taught me all about respect, integrity, and honor could be the biggest two face I know.  That's what I am most upset of.  That you are liar and a fake.  I don't mean to make you feel any "worse", if you even have any feelings left, I just wanted to say that I won't be looking for you until I see a real change, some action and some responsibility from your part.  Man up and apologize you your daughter.  That's all she's ever really wanted.