bf.

yes you heard it..haha about time!
i finally have a boyfriend, steven. yay!
i cant even begin to explain to you guys how AMAZING he is.
so sweet, nice, funny, and yes SARCASTIC ;) and a humble man of God...and not to mention a drummer! and he's my youth pastors nephew...haha.

ahh its so awesome! im so happy, its been so long since ive let my self have any sort of feeling for anyone, so i know this ones special.
he has his flaws but ugh i dont care, hes right for me :]
i can only hope that good things come our way.
he has helped me out alot these past three months and i just want to thank him and i thank God for sending him across my path.
i just wanna let everyone know that.

:]


cant wait for what God has planned for us.
this is only the beggining:)


peace
xelliex

blahblhablah :]

ok so today, im feeling good.
not too bad not too great just ok.
soo lately..i got a call from an old friend, its wierd hearing his voice on the phone but at the same time its nice and familiar....
its wierd. i guess im just glad we can still be friends after all that happened.

also, i dont know how to say this but...i need your peoples help. ok so the guy im dating, itsbeen liek 3 - 4 months. and....i feel stuck.
i dnt knwo if hes ever going to ask me out!.
ohh but the Lord says patience yes i know, but still...haha idk ;)

only time will tell i guess

peacee
xelliex

finally home/alone

ahh it feels good to be home!
this weekend at bamboozle it was freaken intense!
so many bands and ppl and hot guys! ahaha jk jk ;)
well ya we got home sunday night around 12 and last nite we wentto see Chiodos..hahaha.
some good shtuff.


on another note.... ive been feeling kinda left out for some reason, with all my old friends. i know i live in bakers and all but i dnt want to let go of my hometyown friends and such. is it time to make my life here? i dont know...like i know i have great friends here and ive met thee most amazing guy ever but, sometimes i want to rewind and go back...sometimes i miss people i shouldnt.

bleh....



peace
xelliex


ps. the pics are: automatic loveletter, starting line, me and leesh, dear and the headlights

YEAH BAMBOOZLE!

bamboozle this weekend! Irvine here we come! heck yesss!! anyone going? 
me n the bestie Alisha are gonna find us some cuteee rockerboys 
this weekend and invite them to our hotel room ohhhhhh hahahahahahah jk 
ughh but yea i finally ordered a new fone! Thank God lol, it'll be here by thursday.
ahh so excited!
new fone!, Bamboozle!, music!, musicians!, 
hot sweaty musicians! L.A!  ahhh! lol ;)

peace
xelliex