Ventura Warped Tour

so today marks me n stevens 2 months anniversary
and im still dazzled at how amazing of a person he is :]
yesterday we went swimming n ate pizza n stuff. good times;)
and on friday we're gonna go out so it shud be good.
im rele happy guys :D seriously, i wish you guys could all meet him and see why haha ;)
but anyhow...

WARPED TOUR!!! is this sunday...ughh i cant wait!!
august burns red, angels and airwaves, mayday parade, stick to your guns! and so many more awesome bands!!
my baby bought me my ticket :D
so XCITED! me and alisha are leaving to Encino Saturday afternoon and staying at her awesome cousins house! we're gonna party it up!

k well i write in a few  

peace
ellie

On Letting Go

CIRCA SURVIVE!!
denggg that song On Letting Go is awesome!
i saw them like 2 weeks ago haha it was an INTENSE and EMOTIONAL show, i mean like...i cried when they played that song...hehe :]
that just goes to show you what a musician i am.
but anyhow,

lifes been pretty good so far, this sunday after hanging out and talking with someone, i finally realized what an amazing person i have infront of me, my boyfriend, Steven...I finaly found a decent guy, and im not saying that rest were bad guys cus most were'nt, but they didnt know what they wanted, they either just used me or messed with me until something "better" came along, they did'nt realize what they had and what they couldve had.Steven accepts me for who i am, despite how different we are, which is REALLY different. he's learned to love what and who I AM not what i look like or what i have. so im finially letting go.

i wanna thank you, to all the guys in my past, you made me who i a, today, and to one guy in particular, im not sure you'll ever read this, but you helped me realize this you helped me see what i have., so thanks. and i'll admit it, sometimes i still miss you and think about what we could've been, but remember, you let me go. i can only wish you the best and treasure what we have now, which i do :']



i think im done with this today...haha
peace and God bless
ellie


ps.
keep smiling, your time will come.