really?

heyyyyyy!



okay so my current source of amusement came from my mother
telling me that while she was at church, (in simivalley) in the womens restroom,
she noticed someone carved "elianna is a loser".
HAHAHAHA
seriously? I haven't even gone to simi since january
and people are still acting like that?
all I had to say to that was 1) wow. 2) hahah 3) I know im a loser :]
but, I'm a loser who's hardworking, gets the good money, and shares and loves this
her life with all her TRUE and amazing friends. so I guess in reality, I'm a winner but u can call me whatever
you like. I know who and what I am.
so I don't care if u write that, go ahead and write it in every public restrrom you
use haha :D

anyways, as u can see , I haven't blogged in a week or so. that's cus I've been real sick
battling 2 massive ear infections. I didn't even go to work for 4 days!
but I'm feeling so much better now. antibiotics are finally kikin in.

ohhhhh &,
BAMBOOZLE trip in 5 days omgsh I'm so exciteddd! I even already packed half my stuff lol!
there's the "loser" in me ;D
I need a good weekend getaway. its gonna be so much fun! me and alisha r gonna have a rocking good time

peace
xelliex

:D

listening to : If the Moon Fell Down Tonight by Andrew Landon




ohhh mann. tonight was way funny!
I don't think I will ever be able to look at an ATM ever again!
thnx lori....lol don't ask. I dnt ever want to make a deposit at the atm lol!

so middle school youth was so good tonite!
terry spoke again and brought a good word on friendship.
I just wanna saw I'm so proud of my lil sis. I can really see her growing up into a person who loves God with all their heart. I just pray that shw be wise in choosing her friendships n all that stuff.

after church me n trav went to sizzlers wit B&L and Chip n Debbie. got into a real interesting convo. Chips such a smart man. its crazy. got me thinking aboout how closer time is getting for when he will come back for his People.
k well I'm shleeeep.
gnite
peace
xelliex



ps. if ya haven't heard, donate to the "help bart get a new moniter foundation" LOL

du du du du

currently listening to : Loro by Pinback


k so its been a couple of days.
quick update
fri: hung out with the peeps ie:leesh & esther & jacob & eddie haha had a hella chill time. btw, that new place chik-a-filet is BOMB!
sat: hung out some more with leesh. watched some good indie flicks.
ps. if ya didnt know, im all into indie films, watch them with me. ;)
sun: went to the studio in LA with marina <333>

k so today was pretty good :]
work was so boring though haha
i've been so busy with files and cases.
ugh people. stop filing bankruptcy! lol jk
but over all, its going good...i think, well im still there lol.

but anyways, youth was great tonight!
district leaderes aka terry v and kylie (haha) came out and terry spoke.
it was an awesome word, refreshing :)
afterwards we went to chilies, like always lol
i never really hung out with terry n kylie. theyr awesome people :]
im glad to have leaders like bart n lori and terry n kylie who are not just my "leaders" or "youth pastors", theyr also my friends. i think thats the best way to train yuor staff and disciples.

so im so stoked for BAMBOOZLE!
its 4 weeks away! YAYYYYYYYY!
cant wait haha im just waiting for my ticket to come in the mail errr

anyhow, last night i got a txt.
it was very unexpected. im just hoping that we've finally found some closure. for reals this time though.
i love life to much to live in regret or in bitterness. :)
ive got nothing but love :D

life rules


peace
xelliex