Perserverance

Now Playing:  Craft Spells - After the Moment

SIGH.followed by another SIGH.  That's how I have been feeling, and I shouldn't.  Yesterday my main boss told me next week is my last week here.  I am trying really hard not to freak out.  I am actually really surprised that I haven't done so yet.  I can make it through this.  Something will come through.  I need persevere through this time.  I will find another job, maybe even a better job.

It's scary not knowing what's going to happen, especially when you have bills to pay.  But Jehova Jireh is my provider.  It's weird to me that I even remember that.  It's been so long since I've even opened a bible, much less even gone to church.... But I know He will provide for me, even when I've neglected him.

I just need to look forward and trust that I will be okay.

Atleast tomorrow I am going to Disneyland lol.

Other than me, Better than me...

Now Playing: Emery - The Ponytail Parades
"These laces are untied, but my feet are still walking away"

I woke up today feeling sad.  Like I failed.  I know there really isn't anyone to blame, other than maybe time itself.  I don't know where "we" will end up, but I hope we find happiness.


Okay so enough gloom, I need to stay positive.

I have a new class tonight MGT 460 I think?  It's a Human Resource class.  I am looking forward to it.  I really need to focus on my thesis prjoct paper! I haven't worked on it in months!  I am hoping tomorrow and Thursday and can just stay home and focus on that and cleaning my home.

Well,  I guess that is all for now.  Have to get back to "work".