catch up

hey! i hadn't realized how longs it been since ive wrote on here!
well ive been doing good. just a tad bit sick, actually, im really sick...lol i might have strep throat or some vinfection bleh. not good news.
but anyhow, on my job, well im working full time now! im so excoted about all this. so many new things have happened and its just cray how you dont even realize how time slips by so quick. today me and my sister went to best buy and target to buy some stuff and when we got home she was helping me carry my bags to my room and she said, "gee ellie, its funny how you can buy your own stuff now and drive, your a grown up now". it really is a scary thought.


kay some other stuff, i went to winter camp on saturday, just to visit, and it was AMAZING! Big Tim gave one of the best sermons or whatever you call em, ive ever heard! he spoke about authentic worship and how sometimes we kiss the toilet and then go to kiss Jesus. ugh it totally tore my heart apart when he said that because its so TRUE! we two time God and its so sad that it took me so long to really accept it and realize that needs to change that. i need to stop living a double life.

oh and well yea time and time again ppl never cease to stop surprising me.
some people would rather stay resentful over a misunderstanding than forgive and move forward.
that's just real annoying. but hey, atleast I tried to make amends but I can't force anyone to be my friend or to move forward. if the wanna stay resentful, thars all on them.
so yea i think thats pretty much it. hrm...?
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peace
xelliex