I have been meaning to blog for a while but everything has just been so hectic and lame the past few weeks. I have always been a person who is very transparent in my writing but lately, I have had mixed emotions about the things that have happened in my life. I feel like I am a part of a really bad novela, which is Spanish for soap opera. I am a closet depressive maniac... okay not really, but you get what I am saying. Well, here goes nothing:
1) Still no luck finding a job.
2) EDD is freaking lame. Haven't received or heard from them in a month, pretty much since I worked at Green's office. Which mean I am completely broke. Nada in the bank, pockets or piggy banks... haha :(
3) Secrets out. I have a half sister that my parents have been hiding from my sister and I. Yep. Totally insane. My parents are horrible people. My mom can't accept her. She wishes my sister and I didn't want to know our half sister and she resents us for it. She's a B. My dad's a coward. We haven't really talked at all. Last time we did it turned real bad. It is all ridiculous and sad. My half sister is cool though. She's 17, plays guitar, piano and likes to sing! (Definitely my sister :D). So yea things with the family are all upside-down and going nowhere.
4) School is going good so far. I am really excited for my 15 month long paper! haha It is actually a community project, in place of a traditional thesis paper. I am going to be working with Bakersfield SPCA. I have to come up with 4 proposals to get them money, supplies, adoptions, etc. I love animals so I am really happy about this. It's also taking my mind off of the real big negative things going on in my life. Obviously.
OH and 5) Today, out of frustration, I cut my bangs 0_0. I no longer have side bangs.
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2 comments:
I have 3 1/2 sister and one 1/2 brother. My dad was married before my mom and had a girl and a boy, then had a girl before marrying my mom. Then when I was about 10 my dad had an affair that resulted in a younger 1/2 sister. I dont know anything about them, and I knida wish I did. So I get where your coming from. I'm sorry things are tough.
It will get better. Some way. Somehow. God will make it better.
Thanks Pam! It has just been crazy cus it's been lie after lie on their part. And then the whole my mother not talking to me and being a jerk to me because I want to know my half sister is hard. But even harder, my dad just begin a coward and letting my mom control everything her way, which is unfair, un reasonable, and un"chirstian" like. But life will go on. I am not letting it get in the way of me getting to know my half sister.
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