I told you to be patient, I told you to be fine

This weekend started out good and fun and ended kind of sad.  Nothing really happened to me but my lil sis went through something that I know all girls hate.  Hearing that the boy you love doesn't know what they want, and never getting a clear answer.  I don't think I have ever seen her so sad.  I had to be strong last night and not show any feeling because I have to be un-bias in this situation because he is also my lil friend.  I don't think he really meant to hurt her, he is a good lil guy.  I say lil because... well I am 21 and they're 14-15 years old.  This whole situation also made me realize that there really is no age for true heart break.  To be honest, it reminded me of my situation from back in the day... If you have read my blog, you can actually see what I am talking about.  Anyways, I hope they can stay good friends.  It would be real sad if they don't.

On to something not so sad.  Hung out with my kids, Ness, Tommy, Marcel and Jessica, this weekend.  They keep me on my toes lol.  Always so loud and crazy haha.  Saturday night we went to Denny's with Leesh and at the end of the night Alisha and I were like... omg.... we are getting old because more that half the stuff they were doing was RETARDED.  I know it may sound weird but the way I see it is that I always wanted an older sister or brother that I could hang out with and drive my friends and I around so I try to be that for my lil sis.  I rather be hanging out with her and her friends than not know anything or anyone in her life.  It's a good way that I keep an eye out on her ya know. Plus, those kids are like my friends too, only they look up to me and stuff, it is actually real nice.

I saw Super 8 today.  OMG I hate Alisha!!! I had never seen the previews or anything so I agreed to go.  If there is anything that I fear most in the world it's: Dinosaurs, Aliens and roaches.  HAHA I know how can I be scared of dinosaurs and aliens? LOL I really don't know but I always have, since I was a child.  The movie was pretty good but it did scare me a few times... jumped up alot, spilt the popcorn, screamed, etc. 

Well I think that is about all I can think about at the moment.  Gonna catch up on Trueblood.