This post will start with a vent in the form of a list. If you read my blog and don't want to hear it, then I suggest you click the "x" on the top right corner. Note: This vent is about a lot of people/things. Don't get offended.
- I hate that I don't hear from you in while and then all of a sudden every two weeks you send me a stupid txt with parts of lyrics and expect me to finish the sentence for you. What is up with that?
- I hate guys that have girlfriends and fb chat/txt you single lines like "F U" and "burp". I am like wtf? Again, what is that all about?
- I hate that I reply to ur dumb txt/msgs and expect you to want to start a conversation but instead leave me hanging... If you don't care to know how I have been or if you don't care to answer my "So, how have you been?" Don't txt/msg me!
- I feel like no guy will ever talk to me because of my ex and it really bums me out.
- I am upset that I actually thought you were being more than "nice".
- Being confused is annoying.
- I don't know how to act around you anymore.
- I hate that I feel like I am to blame.
- I hate that I feel that due to circumstances, your view of me was distorted and you didn't really get the chance to see the real me.
- Hoping that I'll get a txt from you/Not having the guts to txt you.
- Feeling like I can't be me around you sucks.
- Student loans SUCK SUCK SUCK
- I hate how insecure you get about everything, not everything is about you.
- If you're so happy in love, stop txting me.
- I used to have so many friends, what happened?
- I hate that I think about your stupid sweet txt msgs
- I feel like I lost my chispa.
Sorry for the long vent, it's not really like me to post stuff like that. If you know me, you know I need to write things out. Anyways, on to good things about this past weekend.
Friday: Moved Alisha all into her new house! So happy for her. Helped her get everything set in her room. The dudes (Korey, Chris, Nick) were over too helping Travis out. It was interesting. A lot of messing around lol. Korey is funny. I like arguing back with him. Guess his jerkness kinda reminds me of my brother's. The guys had a "tattoo party". I got pizza and drinks for all us. Nessa and I stayed over. It was fun. Again, so happy that Leesh finally has a place of her own, and Travis too.
Saturday: I was so busy! Helped Leesh out some more with the moving stuff. Then I had 2 photo shoots that turned into one GIANT photo shoot. Im talking about almost 3 1/2 hours of shooting 15+ people... I was exhausted by the time I was finished. Then I went back to Leesh and Trav's house. Some how Trav and I got to talking and the subject of the guys saying Im mean came up. Apparently all of them think I am mean. Travis said they didn't say it like in a bad way but just that I am a lil mean. I felt horrible. I am so not mean! When I am mean to them, I am just being playfully mean lol. UGHH I blame Christian for this! He taught me all about being mean growing up haha. I think that maybe these guys are used to little girls not standing up for themselves or being able to talk back to them that me being able to have better or equally good come backs/disses is weird to them. I hope the know that 99% of the time I am just joking. I like those guys, real chill. Im just a lil fiesty :)
Sunday: Church pretty much all day! I played the keys. I was so tired, but I love my NLC family! After i was done with church around 5:30 pm I went to Leesha's to get my laptop charger. Ended up staying there and working on my paper for Env. Science. Hailey and Heather came to visit, it was too fun! I had a blast talking to them and finally meeting Heather lol. A lot of stuff was talked about and revealed... LOL. We are gonna hang out on Friday. Should be interesting :)
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