heyboyhey!

:D

haaaaaaa.
well its been awhile... lots happened.
just so u know, I'm so over it. all of it. it just all finally clicked in my head I guess.
I mean really, I'm not going to waste my time being emotionaly toyed with.
I feel so much better!
its kinda sad, I haven't spoken wit him in over a week, but its renewing aswell.
I miss him but, lifes better this way. someone will eventually come along the way :]

also, my dear pastor and friend elio passed away on monday. it rele made me look at things differntly
I think that's y I've been having such a good week. he was a true humble man. so loving and kind.
friday was his memorial service. it was an all night thing. he was so loved! and his 3 kids, my rele good friends, they have got so much love and support from all of us. they've been so strong, I'm so proud of them.
I love you soi. elio n esdras! you guys have a huge chunk of my heart :]


oh &&& I finally got to chil with my homegirl esther!
she soo chill! she also brought her cute cuz n friend. haha
they we're way chill to! and well haha hey boy hey! as hailey would say haha.
so gonna chill them again!

alsooooo, I'm getting a raise! blinks back together! anddd I booked the hotel for bamboozle left! so Xcited. the count down begins 3 months! ha :D
deng. lifes good. I love it and everyone in it :]

church tomoro. can't wait!

peace
xelliex