yet again i've lagged in writing in this thing
well im doing well cant complain, i went to simi today saw my buddies :0) i rele miss everyone..eventhough i see them once a week... =/
so lately i've been torn with some issues..
the future.
its a mysterious abyss that i wish not enter.
sometimes it freaks me out, like i want to know but at the same time i dont...things in the past come back in and out and its tormenting yet at the same times so welcoming.
i had a recent conversation with my current boyfriend, he helps me out a lot and for that im sothankful, he told me to live day by day and not worry so much and just put my future in Gods hands,
but i cant help it, i do worry, and thats only because of all the feelings involved. mine, this person, that person... it gets tangled.
i guess im just asking for you friends..if any do read this... to keep me in your prayers, i need direction and guidance from God...i need a sign. i do trust in my Lord, and i know that my future is decided in HIM and in HIM alone.
my walk is getting better, little by little...the suns always brighter ahead...and thats where im headed :]
peace
ellie
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