awhile since i last wrote in this...ugh im so frikin tired...lol ;)
anyhow, just thought id drop some lines on this.
ive been doing good :]
me and my bf have been doing good :D
saturday is our one month anniversary, so im xcited for that!
and its also my friend Laurens wedding, that should be fun :]
well cant wait till friday, my babys spending almost the entire day with me :) xoxo.


anyhow, 
ive realized that i need to change...for reals, and stop procrastinating.
ive also realized that some people...you just cant ever forget, no matter what. i dont think i'll ever tell him up front, or tell anyone else, but deep down...i still miss him, but im happy for him and im glad he's happy for me aswell. i guess thats when you can tell that they are a true friend, and i'drather have him be my friend than nothing else :]


peace
xelliex