really?

heyyyyyy!



okay so my current source of amusement came from my mother
telling me that while she was at church, (in simivalley) in the womens restroom,
she noticed someone carved "elianna is a loser".
HAHAHAHA
seriously? I haven't even gone to simi since january
and people are still acting like that?
all I had to say to that was 1) wow. 2) hahah 3) I know im a loser :]
but, I'm a loser who's hardworking, gets the good money, and shares and loves this
her life with all her TRUE and amazing friends. so I guess in reality, I'm a winner but u can call me whatever
you like. I know who and what I am.
so I don't care if u write that, go ahead and write it in every public restrrom you
use haha :D

anyways, as u can see , I haven't blogged in a week or so. that's cus I've been real sick
battling 2 massive ear infections. I didn't even go to work for 4 days!
but I'm feeling so much better now. antibiotics are finally kikin in.

ohhhhh &,
BAMBOOZLE trip in 5 days omgsh I'm so exciteddd! I even already packed half my stuff lol!
there's the "loser" in me ;D
I need a good weekend getaway. its gonna be so much fun! me and alisha r gonna have a rocking good time

peace
xelliex

:D

listening to : If the Moon Fell Down Tonight by Andrew Landon




ohhh mann. tonight was way funny!
I don't think I will ever be able to look at an ATM ever again!
thnx lori....lol don't ask. I dnt ever want to make a deposit at the atm lol!

so middle school youth was so good tonite!
terry spoke again and brought a good word on friendship.
I just wanna saw I'm so proud of my lil sis. I can really see her growing up into a person who loves God with all their heart. I just pray that shw be wise in choosing her friendships n all that stuff.

after church me n trav went to sizzlers wit B&L and Chip n Debbie. got into a real interesting convo. Chips such a smart man. its crazy. got me thinking aboout how closer time is getting for when he will come back for his People.
k well I'm shleeeep.
gnite
peace
xelliex



ps. if ya haven't heard, donate to the "help bart get a new moniter foundation" LOL

du du du du

currently listening to : Loro by Pinback


k so its been a couple of days.
quick update
fri: hung out with the peeps ie:leesh & esther & jacob & eddie haha had a hella chill time. btw, that new place chik-a-filet is BOMB!
sat: hung out some more with leesh. watched some good indie flicks.
ps. if ya didnt know, im all into indie films, watch them with me. ;)
sun: went to the studio in LA with marina <333>

k so today was pretty good :]
work was so boring though haha
i've been so busy with files and cases.
ugh people. stop filing bankruptcy! lol jk
but over all, its going good...i think, well im still there lol.

but anyways, youth was great tonight!
district leaderes aka terry v and kylie (haha) came out and terry spoke.
it was an awesome word, refreshing :)
afterwards we went to chilies, like always lol
i never really hung out with terry n kylie. theyr awesome people :]
im glad to have leaders like bart n lori and terry n kylie who are not just my "leaders" or "youth pastors", theyr also my friends. i think thats the best way to train yuor staff and disciples.

so im so stoked for BAMBOOZLE!
its 4 weeks away! YAYYYYYYYY!
cant wait haha im just waiting for my ticket to come in the mail errr

anyhow, last night i got a txt.
it was very unexpected. im just hoping that we've finally found some closure. for reals this time though.
i love life to much to live in regret or in bitterness. :)
ive got nothing but love :D

life rules


peace
xelliex

hi.

curently listening to : No Rain by Blind Melon
note to self #1 : dont sit on the edge of your seat at work, you'll fall and make a loud noise.


so, its been like 7 days since ive posted anything. haha thats a miracle. lol jk
anyhow, lifes been good.
im still oh so very happy :]

Gods been showing up so much clearer in my life and in our youth group. i love it!
ok so i got the creepiest commentleft on my truthbox on myspace.
it said, "im inlove with you" thats not the worst part...it says that its from a female!!
WHAT! CREEPY!! haha it better be joke. now im creeped out LOL
anyways, ughh i cant wait for saturday!
me, leesha and esthers are gonna go to Tehach ti see Jakes band and... THE WARRIORS! heck yes!
girls nighttttttttt :D

gonna be fun.


ps.

I DID GET THE RAISE!!
25K+ bby:]

i know i know i know

waiting for fate to open up our eyes....... stay away boy, stay away boy.
my heart is an empty room.
the forcast: west coast


So, todays a pretty mellow day so far.
some sad news but im being strong for my friends.
it just seems like latley everyone i know is loosing someone they love.
its just... idk, not fair. all us friends can do i guess, is just be, a friend.
to my boys and Gayle, you guys know i love you very much, as if you were my own family.
im here for you guys through this hard time, and know that God is there always! :]
all my love to you.


k so im going to the mall with leesh later after work. should be pretty tight.
hoping to buy some decent shirts and then chill wit some friends.

oh and to my chumbum friend.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :]
ily friend.



peace
xelliex

heres your lifeline

wow.

you know how i said i love life?

well, i love life even more now!

im so not even kidding you. Gods been so great to me! and its not that he hasn't before, but now, that im seeing in kingdom rather than in world, i can see the greatness. i dont even know how to explain this! you have to experience it for yourself i guess.

but woa, man tonight's message was amazing, and we didn't even get through all of it!

my friend finally came to church and ugh... i could tell right from when we started playing worship that this service was going to be a little different and it sure was different :)

when i saw my friend go up there and start crying out to God i just wanted to jump for joy and cry of happiness. sheeshhhhhh! there's nothing more rewarding than to see your prayers starting to be answered :]

i love life! my youth pastors! my true friends! 

im so blessed.

i love everything!, well not everything... aha i dont love papaya. ugh =/

laugh out loud.

so after service we all went to chillies haha it was so funny. haha they know what im talking about. oh and... just incase, since aparently i type everything in "i.m" lingo, bart, incase your reading this, im spelling everything out and not talking in "i.m" hahaha

lifes good homies. wont find no goombas round here :]

peace

xelliex

ps. BAMBOOZLE!! HECK YEAHHH!!!! getting closer to April 4th and 5th!

oh gravity

is taking its toll on me.
love that song by John Mayer.

anyhow, so this weekend was full of excitment. lol
gah seriously recap
fridday - esther, justin, eddie leesh and even my lil sister! haha we had so much fun
messing around and doin a whole lotta nothing.
saturday - had so much fun saturday we had to do it all over again lol!
I still can't get over how justin and eddie, especially eddie, sang oops I did it again
by britney spears, so well haha I'm laughing just thinking about it.
sunday - went to go see Taken with leesh n my sis then got to chill wait silver! finally after forever! went to dennys wit leehs trav my sis n silv .had a good time, then played some apples to apples again haha

unfortunatly, there was some lameness that night,
sometimes you just need to give a girl some space, if I dnt tlk or txt u in 2 weeks, its probably cus I dnt
wanna tlk to you just yet. some guys just make everything seem impossible.
it was real sad but thank God I have amazing friends that helped me with this.
huge shout out to Esther and Alisha. I love you girls!
guys need to stop being so indecisive and need to be more forward and when they tell you something, they need to act it aswell. anyways...

monday - esther, justin and eddie had to come over for some more fun, lol JK
they so chilllllll :) just hung out n watched skate vids n stuff :)
had the day off so that was awesome but now, work tomoro. eugh noooo. ha :]

k well I think that's all for tonight

peace
xelliex


ps. lifes good, now I just need someone to cuddle with hehe ;]