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awww deng that song so freaken sad! :'(

but i love it...lol

anyways...so i have aa special guest over this week!

JENNYYFUR!!

LOL!!

finally she gets to stay over yayy!!!

k so the past 2 days have been quite interesting...it seems like im always trying to move forward and then i end up sticking behind..im tired of that...im tired of failing God, hes so faithful and patient and no matter what, he loves us :] and that my friends, is the greatest gift anyone could give...unconditional love.

gosh i swear God put Steven into my life with a purpose, hes helped me so much grow in my faith, i thank God everyday for allowing such a beautiful person into my life :), things are gonna get better...i promise :]

peace

xelliex 

everybody get down!!!

haha METROO STATION!

good stufff ;)

ahh so its been like... a month? since ive written anything! hehe my bad ;)

well for those who've been wondering, my lifes going great!

i went to church camp for a week 3 weeks ago! it was amazing!

it was a good reminder and refresher :]

i feel as though my spiritual walk is getting stronger... slowly, but stronger :]

ive realized the changes i need to make in my life. its not easy, but i can make it happen, with God all things are possible.

also,

me and steven are doing awesome too! :D

seriously God has blessed me with everything i have :]

(^_^)

k last but not least, im almost done with school!!

i graduate in november...im so xxxciteddd! haha

i'll have my AA in Aplied Sciences heck yeahhh.

one step closer to my bachelors and my masters :D

now all i need is a job haha

k well i think ive done as much catching up as i can possibly do lol

peace

ellie 

Ventura Warped Tour

so today marks me n stevens 2 months anniversary
and im still dazzled at how amazing of a person he is :]
yesterday we went swimming n ate pizza n stuff. good times;)
and on friday we're gonna go out so it shud be good.
im rele happy guys :D seriously, i wish you guys could all meet him and see why haha ;)
but anyhow...

WARPED TOUR!!! is this sunday...ughh i cant wait!!
august burns red, angels and airwaves, mayday parade, stick to your guns! and so many more awesome bands!!
my baby bought me my ticket :D
so XCITED! me and alisha are leaving to Encino Saturday afternoon and staying at her awesome cousins house! we're gonna party it up!

k well i write in a few  

peace
ellie

On Letting Go

CIRCA SURVIVE!!
denggg that song On Letting Go is awesome!
i saw them like 2 weeks ago haha it was an INTENSE and EMOTIONAL show, i mean like...i cried when they played that song...hehe :]
that just goes to show you what a musician i am.
but anyhow,

lifes been pretty good so far, this sunday after hanging out and talking with someone, i finally realized what an amazing person i have infront of me, my boyfriend, Steven...I finaly found a decent guy, and im not saying that rest were bad guys cus most were'nt, but they didnt know what they wanted, they either just used me or messed with me until something "better" came along, they did'nt realize what they had and what they couldve had.Steven accepts me for who i am, despite how different we are, which is REALLY different. he's learned to love what and who I AM not what i look like or what i have. so im finially letting go.

i wanna thank you, to all the guys in my past, you made me who i a, today, and to one guy in particular, im not sure you'll ever read this, but you helped me realize this you helped me see what i have., so thanks. and i'll admit it, sometimes i still miss you and think about what we could've been, but remember, you let me go. i can only wish you the best and treasure what we have now, which i do :']



i think im done with this today...haha
peace and God bless
ellie


ps.
keep smiling, your time will come.

beating hearts babyyy

haha good song
ughh omgsh i cant begin to describe how awesome life is atm.
i swear GOD is GOOD :D
monday was sucha good day. my boyfran took me outto lunch n a movie &&&& awww thats all i can say hah ;)
THANK YOU JESUS hahah.
o man im just feeling so blessed with life.
&& all mis amigos, im sucha lucky girl to have those few close people inmy life cough cough, izra, trav, migue, and leo ;)
they make my life so much better hahah.
im just so happy i guess haha well 2moro shud be good, after i finish my final stevens gonna pick me u p and we're gonan chill.
awesome.

PEACE!!
ellie

ps. I MISS ALL OF YOU GUYS!

hey there dont hurt me...

why does it seem that every guy i ever end up with, turns out to be soUNDECIDED. im tired of feeling like crap. all i wanted was for a guy to love me for reals, a guy who KNOWS what he wants. and a guy that would treat me like a princess, who'd hold my hand, kiss my forehead and just laugh with me and joke around.
:'(
hey there dont hurt me if you dont know.
i cant change who i am because thats what makes me...me.
you can accept me for who i am or you can leave, but i guarantee you, you'll wish you wouldnt have, you'll end up like the rest of the guys who i shared my heart with and all they did with throw it away. when you see me laugh with my friends and with another guy, you'll see what you lost and what you could've had. so make up your mind...think twice before you speak. and dont think that its easy for me, im hurting inside, i dont want to loose you.

i know he'll never see this but thats what i feel like.

ehhh.




peace
ellie

scratch that

everything is A O K =]
im so glad to say that everything is fine,
my boyfriend and i are doing great :]
haha i guess sometimes you have to go thru things to make
your realtionship stronger
lifes good :]
well today i have an interview at a temp agency, hopefuly they find me a job SOON! haha
oh and tonight,freaken PARTY!! it the freaken weekend baby ima go have me some fun wit my girls n guys. fffyeah!
k well leave sum love on the page


peace
ellie